Damn...

Of sleepless nights and dreamless days
Of cloudless skies and sun rays ablaze
Of meaningless ties and tumultuous waves.

Of gnawing pain and striking aches
Of keeping sane and tissues in waste
Of  waiting in vain and futile haste.

Of pseudo-relationships and it's sickening twists
Of loneliness creeps and its bashful fists
Of heart that chips and parting kiss.

Of love gone wrong and tried its best
Of affection got strong but was not the rest
Of coping along but still feels like a test.

Of seeing you with some other guy
Of meeting him and a smiling try
Of excusing myself with a faint cry.

Of ending a path that was believed real
Of trying again and let the wound heal
Of keeping faith and a self deal. 

Emo Mode!!! Woohoo!!!