Subjectively Speaking

And with change I tried my best to open my mind to the bigger, more important, more valued ideas. With the vastness one's mind can offer I have learned that possibilities can end when you put a halt to one's philosophies and principles, beliefs and creations, imaginations and thoughts.


Being gay I think it is innate for us to be the more flexible, more adjusting type of people. Don't even think of it it's because of social discrimination, it may or it may not have been contributed by such. But it is an advantage for us because we get to see the world on a higher platform; of a better view, of a clearer view, of a more wondrous view. We get to see the world where there is glamor, fabulousness, glitter, gold, shining, shimmering splendid. Hahahaha! 


After meeting guys in G4M, I started getting serious. True, it's difficult to look for someone serious in that networking site but nevertheless it wasn't impossible. I was able to meet a great guy. We became partners. Suffice to say, those sites were never meant to be for long-term commitments but there are people looking. Go with the flow and date.


From there loomed an interest to just be who you are, place your best foot forward without masking your personality and character. If it works then go for it, if it doesn't then go for it as well. Don't limit yourself to what is seen, use all of your senses - see, feel, smell, hear, and taste. Shatter discrimination, shatter judgement, shatter narrow-mindedness. Don't just convince through words, act on it, be an example.


Psychology books, Psychiatric books, meeting of people, meeting of groups, meeting of couples, meeting of individuals, it all helped me shape up for what may be better on understanding the superficialities and facades of people. In return, I have become a human sponge inculcating problems of others. I tell them it's healthy to vent out to people especially those you trust your problems too. Sure, it's ranting in a more dignified level but the point is you're not bottling it up within yourself which may place your mind and body into deterioration.


To be subjective is to have an opinion, what you perceive, what you think. To be subjective is also limiting. Accept that people has flaws they can and can not erase. Accept that people can judge you from your first encounter. Accept that one is entitled to a voice, a strong or a weak one. Accept that people will not always be what you want them to be.


But the best experience one can get from this game called gay life are the options it offers.


P.S. I remembered one of our reviewers telling us that there are only two reasons why one wants to become a Psychiatric Nurse: 


1) is to prove something to others or,


2) is that you're gay. 




Ta-da! What do you know,I'm both! ;)




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