To Be Discontinued
Part II Il fait fatigue. Tres fatigue. Je ne sais pas. I thought it would be a better walk in the park this time. Oh boy! Das stimmt gar nicht. Four weeks after discontinuing my Venlafaxin, I am feeling the brunt. To be fair, there are some advantages like taking one less medication per day. Bad, intrusive thoughts come also less, less often than before. But Mann-o-meter. I am not in my optimal condition. I feel lightly disoriented, a bit forgetful, and a bit unsystematic. Ultra-sensitive, easily irritated, easily disappointed, a bit pessimistic. My eating disorder made a comeback! That I haven`t experienced for a few years as well. Anger issues ravel every now and then. I am near exploding, to be honest. Ganito na ba karami mga tangang tao sa mundo?! Juice-colored. Chour. And this komisches Gefühl. This, this indescribable feeling, not like Jasmine was singing. I`ll spare you the details... Jokes aside, I am trying to keep it within me and still trying to turn everything into pos...
