Le Present Paradox
"Wala..." Kinapa ko ang bulsa ng jacket ko. "Wala talaga..." Kinapa ko ulit. Pero tumutugtog pa yung kanta eh... After a few minutes of alighting from the train, the music went dead. Nanakawan ako ng phone. So I panicked. The grapes that I bought fell and rolled on the floor. I looked around looking totally dazed and confused. A lady tried to help me with the grapes, but I just thanked her. Panic rising. D A B D A Ensues. (Grief Cycle by Kübler-Ross) Not to mention that I am running late for work. Tumakbo ako palabas ng istasyon. I needed some fresh air. Pero kahit na napakadulas ng mga kalye sa Berlin dahil sa nakaraang mga Snowfall, tinakbo ko pa rin siya papunta ng aking apartment. Bank Accounts, Passwords listed, Locating my Phone, Contacts, Photos, etc. Andami-dami ko siyempreng iniisip nun. My mind was a mess. Bagong experience nanaman eh. Of course I was mad at myself! Babalik at babalik ka sa tanong na: "What would you have done better?" Pero naisi...
