Wala na si Rafa...
His cousin messaged me on FB last Thursday.
I peeked into her profile.
And there he is...
A picture frame with his innocent smile.
Hindi ko ma-proseso ang mga pangyayari.
My ex-partner died.
He died because of suffering too much - from childhood to adulthood.
I placed my phone down.
Umiyak.
Humagulgol.
Humahanap ng kasagutan sa kawalan.
This guy.
This guy who I shared some beautiful moments together is gone.
And honestly, I was looking forward on seeing him again when I come home.
Pero iba na pala ang sasalubong sa akin.
Hindi ko lubos maisip na wala na siya.
Nakapaloob sa isang kwadradong kahon.
Napakasakit.
I really can`t put it into words.
Sana...
Sana bukas o makalawa, humapo nitong pighating nararamdaman ko.
Meron rin akong pabor sa inyo...
Please seek help.
Please ask help.
There is help.
We can help.
If you would let us...
Rafa, sana naririnig mo mga samo ko.
You will always have a place in my heart.
Till the day I die.
We will see each other soon.
I promise.
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