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Dating here in Berlin has been a real challenge for me.

And I mean that in an honest way.

About .1 out of 100 gay guys here want a relationship.

Most of them, like most of the guys around the world, want to have sex.

And I totally understand them.

So for the most part, I would rather be alone by myself than look for someone to go out with.

So is my life for the past years here.

And to tell you the truth, it can get very lonely.

Or iniisip ko rin baka hindi talaga pang-Europe ang beauty ko. Chour!

But it does make you reflect.

I`ve gone twice or thrice with people here, only ending up with him wanting to hook up.

Sorry to say, I`m not that type of ghorl.

Anymore.

Gone are the days when hooking-up was my thing.

Pagod na si betla. Matanda na si betla. And it takes a really sufficient time for me to prepare.

So...kebs.

I would say Germany is the sex tourism capital of Europe. Of course there is also France or probably Amsterdam. Pero dito, dito mo talaga makikita how gay people are thriving.

SchwuZ and KitKat are some of the most famous clubs here. They are known for their "dark rooms" and their "theme parties".

Nakapunta na rin ako dito. But it wasn`t my thing. I barely know the music and the ambiance was not Bed-like nor O Bar-like. But I could appreciate their charm.

So ito na nga, medyo old maid na ang peg ko dito. Work and Gym are my priorities as of the moment.

I open Grindr and Bumble every now and then, but since I already posted in my profile that I am "Not looking for sex," then guys obviously avoid me at all cost

Haha!

So ist es. Kann nicht mehr ändern.

Have you heard of Folsom?

It`s this leather fetish party where guys dress in leather and meet somewhere where they watch someone getting banged.

I kid you not.

So ganito ang Berlin.

The boys just want to have fun.

NSA.

Putain.

Actually, wala na rin akong expectations. Para wala na ring disappointments.

I just live life every single day.

And thank God for letting me live every day.

Yeah, we`ll go with that.