Where To?

It looks like G is hitting rock-bottom this time.

You can't seem to make up your mind, can you?

When your relationship starts to circle the drain,

You know what to do.

I heard you're going to a faraway land where magic takes place.

Where hopes and dreams might come true.

Be careful what you wish for Cinderella,

Planet Romeo isn't for everyone.

Au Contraire

They say opposites attract,









But not if it is already, mostly in disconnect.

Of Persistence

And yet we still ask questions we already know the answer from the start...

Heterophobic

"G, come on, introduce us to your chicks." A gym mate told me while I was exercising my triceps.

"Yeah, G, don't be too selfish." Another one added.

I just gave them a weak smile and patted my face with a towel.

Quiet and most of the time timid, that's how I am inside gym perimeters. I do talk to them but oftentimes, I really don't.

Frankly, I get petrified everytime they ask me to join them in one of their drinking sessions. Well, because people tend to ask a lot when they're having fun - ask anything when they're having fun.

I do what I do in the gym, I lift weights and enjoy the feeling of sweat and endorphins but I don't open up to them a lot. All I know is that I'm there to get fit. Camaraderie comes second. And that seems to work fine.


But this homosexuality issue still bothers me and I'm wondering also why I still have this present up till now.

It's difficult.

Perhaps it's the thought of getting lambasted. People thinking I eat d*ck for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, and all those horrible jokes that are just demeaning.

Silence, as it has always been, will continue for now.

Is It?

To truly hate is an art one learns with time.- Daniel Sempere, Shadow Of The Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon